a schizophrenic life

I try to find the answer
I´m calling, and calling,
calling heaven.
Heaven help me,
help me to find the answer.

the stars shine on me,
byt now,
stars fall from the sky
fall in my heart

I´cant control myself,
I´m going crazy.
Crazy in my mind,
crazy in my soul.
If I could fly I´d fly away,
fly, fly away.

it is not the words you say,it is the way you are.
Open your mind
and let light flood into your heart,
Now I walk down the street crying,
crying black tears,
it is at black world.
a black minds
black thoughts that drains me of life.

now I fall apart.
the devil inside me took over.
I´m lost inside myself.


To be schizophrenic is not no bed of roses