Why is lift så hard?

Why is lift så hard?

I love to live,
but live is so hard.

I see things who other people don't see.
I hear woices who other people don't hear.

Why?
I know I am sig.
But where are it comming from?

Why am I so afraid to die?
I am not dieing,
but i'm afraid.

Affried ti die, afraid of living.

Please hold med
Hold me teigth.