I´m sad

I hate myself
I hate my illness
I hate the black thoughts
I hate, I hate, I hate

I´m crying
crying because i´m sad
crying because i hate myself
crying because its hurts
hurts to be in my body
crying because i´m caught in my body
caught in my soul.

I´m looking at the son
absorbs the heat to me.I walk in the rain,
walking and crying.

my soul is bare,my soul is destroyed